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Paul quit.

I completely shut down for nearly two hours earlier. Richard kept pleading for me to come eat something but all I could say was no thank you.  Oliver found me and said he was coming to sleep with me. He told Richard to go, and then he climbed up in the bed and said "mommy I am here to sleep with you but I need your arm." I held out my arm and he snuggled in close and kissed me. He got up a little while later to go finish his dinner, but came back again to bring me Fluffy, my stuffed animal from when I was a kid.  He kissed my hand and left again.  Richard came back to ask me to eat.  Oliver followed him in and said he would talk to me about it.  "Maybe tacos might feel you better?" and held my hand.  So I said okay and got up and ate.  



A very big meltdown cry is coming, but I am dead inside right now.

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